Monkey Mind

I have a million thoughts running through my mind today. Among them:

1. I'd like to go to Harvard.
2. I think I ought to have been born in New England.
3. I want to do something of significance...something big.
4. How do I figure out what that something big be?
5. I meditated this morning for 30 minutes...I could definitely be better at it.
6. I was all Zen this morning...since I was at a Zen center.
7. Now I'm the opposite of Zen...whatever that is.
8. What can I change about myself to improve my relationships?
9. What is self-love for me?
10. I'm kind of lousy at self-love, I'll work on being better at it.
11. Debt sucks and is kind of debilitating.
12. I'm pretty smart.
13. I don't use my brain enough though.
14. I hate clutter and confrontation.
15. I'm starting to hate clutter more than confrontation.
16. I like alone time. A lot. It's when I recharge and balance.
17. I wish I had more time to do more things that seem bigger than the day-to-day.
18. But Life is the day-to-day.
19. I should work on enjoying each moment...because moments make lifetimes.
20. I wish I could get my brain the shut up. Seriously.

Arrgh!

BE HERE NOW.